Daring (!)

It's something about being youself

being something extra in the ordinary

why don't you start something new ?

something no one ever expected

and no one ever thought of

be a trend setter

be a star

be an icon

Shines between other

make everyone looks up on you

make all the eyes catches you

and consider you as an explosion

among other thats afraid to release their selves

Self satisfaction it is that surely came in to yourself




Dare something that everybody have as a fear,

Rrrrh ..

I don't know what's wrong, but since I changed my template I can't see my playlist at the bottom of this page, another errorism I don't know how to fix it cause you can say I'm still new here **sigh
Anybody can see my playlist ? Or is it my laptop that's having a problem ? Let me know
Talking about playlist, if you can't see mine just like myself now, just listen it straight from the web -> my imeem

Eeergh, I've been a little bit worried since last night
My boyf is out to Bandung with his bike and friends, aaand I don't know
how to reach him cause his cellphone is broken
Hellooo, try to give me an information here
how's Bandung ?
how was the trip so far ?
Or when are you coming back ??


When you come home and read this,
you know I'm very very really am mad and I hate this very much !!
I hate to be worried about something
especially something with you involved in it


I'm waiting for your call or either a text, and you know it


Tomorrow's Monday !!
Oh noo, I don't want to go to school
I need more holiday
holiday
and holidayyy
I'm sick of sociology
english
history
and math !
When's the next holiday ?
Let me know quickly !

Monotonous

I can't sleep
it's 2:45 in the morning
My eyes keep searching for something to see
my body starts to twists, from here to there
an indication for an exhaustion
What to do ?
I can't tell and I can hardly think

Lydia's it's in your blood is playing on repeat
" Well your head is spinning like that carousel,
and I know you're a mess after 3 or 4 "
And the fact my head is surely spinning
Thinking I got to have a rest, a sleep would be great
would be great than staying aware and totally awake like this

Oh an eyestrain,
another indication
time passes, 2:57
a few minutes more to three
the TV is hiding behind this laptop monitor
I take a peep for awhile,
soccer it is
always been soccer that accompanies me at time like this

It's Sunday already, Monday is ahead
and I never said I was waiting for Monday
cause Monday it is, Mondays we hate
Can I pass Monday please ?
Eeergh, don't bother Monday anymore
bother this,
the problem-I-always-have-in-every-holidays
trouble sleeping.
a mini vexatious less significant problem I always had

Help me,
or at least accompany me until I'm asleep,
and witness myself within my own dream

Friday, 25 April 2008

On Thursday morning, I received an sms from Nindya, it says "Tomorrow NinDya & Arya are going to Arya's apartment. Want to join us ? Yes you must ! We're leaving on 10. See you : )"
I asked her who's going there with her, then she answered and mentioned all the names. Okay, I don't have any plans for this friday, going with them would be fun. And so the next day (this friday) I go to Cha Cha's house, the girls are going to meet up there and the boys are going straight to the apartment. We change the plan. Before, we're planning to go on 10 and then it changed to be on 1 in the afternoon.
And so, we finally arrive at the apartment about 4 o'clock. We, the girls, are preparing the dinner, we're going to make fettuccine, fries, and fried rice. We also bring foods from Cha Cha and Shilla's house. And from Cha's house, is my most favorite one, dendeng.. nyam nyam ! Can't wait to eat that one. The cooking session is totally messy LOL we try to mix every possible spices that we can use for the fettuccine sauce.
It started when I say "Mmm, it's good but there's still something missing there" And so Vinie adds more salt. Then it's Cha Cha's turn to give it a taste, "Mmmmh.. mmm.. ergh.. it's too saltyyy"
And so Vinie adds more milk.
Nindya's comment : "The taste is weird"
Shilla's : "Yes, it's weird"
Adit's : ''It's too thick"
Me : "Still something's missing. Oh ! I think it needs sugar, so it would be more sweet"
Vinie : "Sugar ? Should I add sugar ??? Be serious bul ! " (Vinie called me ebul, it's from bule spelled backwards)
Me : "I'm serious ! Shouldn't you add sugar to a fettuccine sauce ?"
Vinie : "No"
But the other girls are all agree with me, it's should be more sweeten, and so we add sugar that-should-not-be-on-Vinie's-fettuccine-sauce-ingredients
But it don't matter. The fact it taste better after we added some sugar
Still the cooking session is very verymessy.
I spilled oil to my sandals, Arya bought a quite expensive rice cause we thought the rice isn't enough for all of us but unfortunately the rice is more more more than enough
becauuuusee we haven't checked the rice jar Shilla brought that the truth it's full with rice and enough for all of us here and the more annoying part is there's a big tube that is full with rice too in the kitchen.
Mmmm, we are a very very very wasteful people. Silly us.
After all, the food is eatable and quite delicious too.
And we still can have more fun after we eat,
we play playstation, we can use Shilla's or Rojak's macbook to have fun
with the photo booth effects, we can take photos, or we can still eat if we want to, or many different things we can do there.
I choose to play with the macbooks with Adit Indra and Rojak in the bedroom, take some funny pictures and enjoy the music that's playing from the itunes. The view from this bedroom is quite good, we can see the train straight from the window.
It's 9 o'clock already, time passes very fast. I can see Indra and Rojak playing winning eleven, Adit sitting on the couch, Jewl and Mamed watching Rojak and Indra plays WE, Adam sitting on the couch too, and Vinie having a conversation with Shano. Oh, I forgot to tell, Cha Cha and Ari are going back home first before other
The rest, Nindya Arya Shilla Vasser Kobe Fauzan are going swimming downstairs
And me, I'm having a conversation with my friends on msn using ebuddy.
And suddenly I don't know why Mamed starts to play smack down with Rojak.
And you don't need to ask, Rojak is being the victim. And always be the victim
Mamed pulls Rojak to the bedroom and starts to hit Rojak with the pillows
and there goes Indra and Adit join forces with them
Indra tickles Rojak, Adit throws his self and bear down up on Rojak's body, and Mamed is still hitting Rojak with pillow
Rojak can only squirms around and laugh out loud feeling tickled
And so do me and Jewl can only laugh seeing their funny act
The swimming people are here now,
we tidy up all of the room and stuffs, and we're ready to leave
Lots of fun we had there,
we're planning to go there again soon ; )

I call this love

" It’s the only time that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me"
From first to last - Emily

" Close your eyes. Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side"
Plain white t's - Hey there Delilah

"I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now"
Oasis - Wonderwall

" And when the star lit sky begins to shine,
oh like it's never shined before…you know I miss you"
Monkey majik - I miss you

"You don't know how lovely you are"
Coldplay - The scientist

" I got that beat in my veins for only rule
Love is to share, mine is for you"
Sebastien Tellier - La ritournelle

"Here to stay, it's okay, now I'm walking with you"
Sunfreakz - counting down the days

"I may not be perfect, but I'll always be there.
Because I know you're worth it"
And then I turned seven - The jamestown story

" You are my Mr. Mystery and
There's no way I can explain the way that you make me feel"
Uffie - first love



Hey there love ! I don't know if you would read this or not
just want to say, I love youuu so so muchoo ; )
Can't stand to say how much it is and I just can't describe it in the same time
Oh, you're asleep alright, it's 2:24 in the morning
I'll kiss you goodnight and I'll hung up the phone
Sleep tight
See you in my dream : D
Oow, I almost forgot,
one last song
always been our favorite song to sing


"Every single day, you make me feel this way.
Got me going round, going crazy
.....
Kissing and hugging and squeezing you,
boy that's all I wanna do"
Lavelvet - One more time

Playing with this blog

I got nothing interesting to be written now, but I just want to try to make something different to look or to read in my blog. So nobody will be bored to visit and read this blog. Wouldn't it be great to make a writing that can be enjoyed by people, that's what I'm trying to do here; )

Here is a little segment of what I have created


Click here to see the full view.
Oh, I almost forgot. You may need to zoom it one time to see it in a fit size
Hope you'll enjoy it ; )

Indonesiaann

There's a friend of mine asked me if I'd like to write my blog in Indonesian, soooo here it is, and enjoy ; )

Hari ini, ga ada yg spesial
cm jln2 aja ke pim sm Nindya, Arya, Shilla
Nonton in the name of love
yaa lumayan bgs ko,
Romeo and Juliet versi Indonesia gtu Hahaha
ga jelek sih, tp jg ga bgs2 bgt
kyanya masih ada apaaa gtu yg krg memuaskan
dan kyanya sih bkal keluar in the name of love ke 2
karenaaa.... pas di bagian seru2nya, udh mau abs, eh taunya
ada tulisan "to be continued..."
cih gurih !
kya sinetron aja bersambung
apalagi sinetron2 indonesia yg modalnya cm nangis dan melotot
kya kata Luna Maya di film coklat stroberi hahaha
stop.
jgn nyambung ke sinetron2 indonesia
ga ada yg bermoral
hmmm
abs ntn td trs kita makan di sushi tei
chicken teriyaki + nasi putih = nyam !
pngen mkn lg,
tp kenyang,
haha jd byk mau nya

Sampe rmh td, msk kamar, nyalain ac,
nyalain laptop
dan kembali ke kegiatan sehari2
online
dan lucu jg, krn pm gw mempromosikan blog gw ini
trs ada tmn gw yg baca
ga lain dan ga bukan adalah org yg sm dg yg minta blog ini
ditulis pke bahasa indonesia
eeeeh, skrg dia iktan bkin blog jg
hahahaa
liat deh blog nya dia, ada di link gw "GILANG MEIDIZAR"
kocak deh, masih kaku2 hahaha
aslinya jg gtu, kocak dan menggemaskan
dan konyol
dan tolol
dan aneh
yaa emg sebagian bsr tmn2 gw kya gtu sih
tp yg satu ini lbh aneh lg

Barusan ada tmn gw dtg, lebih tepatnya cm numpang lewat
cm buat ambil usb nya yg sengaja di tinggalin di gw
untuk di isi lagu2
yaitu si Adit
dan di tambah dg Omar di dlm mobilnya
mereka berdua ngajak gw ke dufan bsk
bareng anak2 yg lain
tp kyanya gw ga ikt
karenaa lg kere dan jg lg ga mood ke dufan di liburan gini pasti rame bgt
mending ga deh pkonya

Bsk ? blm tau kmn
blm ada rencana, tp pngen pergi sih
bosen di rmh
pacar jg lg UAN jd hrs bljr, good luck honeeyy ; )
okay then, segini dlu deh
ntar2an nulis lg okayy ??
c u around !

Daily activities

I am now getting back to my so-last-last-last-year daily activites
---Warching Happy Tree Friends in youtube---

Hmm, I used to like this cartoon very much
Funny in a sadistic way
Hey, it doesn't mean sadism can always makes me laugh

See one of it's episodes here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L2hEM1cRsdA
Copy and paste it to your link bar
And enjoy ; )

A new experience : D

Yesterday was fun yet tiring day
I woke up at half past six
I was absent from school
Cause I had to go to gogirl magazine office
Got some thing to do about gogirl look competition
I got there at 8
and my appointment was about 9 o'clock
I was an hour too early
so I decided to eat breakfast first
because I was with my aunt, she drove me there
we ate chicken porridge on the roadside
quite tasty

It was 9 o'clock already, so we drove back to the office
when I entered the office
there was about 7 or 9 girls sitting
there was their mom too and boyfriend also
I signed the list that looked like some kind of class absent for me
there was about 30 names written there
suddenly, a man said to all of us
"Mba Tika is waiting for you all on the 3rd floor"
Mba Tika is the woman who called me on the phone and told me to go to the office
I guess she's the one who called every girl in this room

On the 3rd floor, the man told us again to sit and wait in a room
and unfortunately I met my sister's friend named Devi
so we had a talk together when we sat on the waiting room
all other girls around me were so beautiful
tall, fair skin, long hair, nice smiles
totally potential to be a model
in a few minutes, all of us that was on the same room known each other
we introduced our selves,
not in a formal way like standing in front of the others and listen to them
introducing their selves
There was a girl who came from bandung
there was also who came from bogor
I mean, it's really interesting to know they came from a long way just
to be there in the office
they were all really funny and friendly
I had a lot of laugh there with them
we shared stories about our school, boyfriends, and also ex-boyfriends
fun ? believe me it is

When the photos shoot session came
first, we had to do the make up
there were a lady and a man who prepared to do us in a small room
the first 2 girls entered the room
then they did the photo shoot one by one
when they finished
2 more girls entered the make up room
and then did the photo shoot
and so on..
I can tell the photo shoot session was the most tiring part
The photographer keep saying "Again" and "One more time" and also "One last time"
we had to jump and jump
so they can get the 'hair jumping' effect I guess
But after all it was fun !

I got home about 2
I saw my sister getting ready to go to work
and I was thinking I would go with her and so she can drop me off at my friend's house
cause it would be very boring if I stayed at home alone
I called my friend, Shilla, " Shil where are you ?"
"Cha cha's house"
"With who ?"
"Nindya Nanda Ogell Vinie Kania Jewl" She mentioned all of my friend's names
"Okay, I'll be there in a few minutes"
and up up and awayy
I cleaned my face that was fulled with make up
and quickly changed my clothes

When I got to Cha cha's house
all of my friends attacked me with questions about the gogirl look competition
"How was it ?"
"How many girls were there ?"
"What did you do there ?"
"How was the interview ?"
and many others
I answered all of their questions
"I was with 20 other beautiful girls there. We did the photo shoot one by one, and it was very tiring cause we had to jump like this and that. Then the interview wasn't tighten at all, the girl who interviewed us was the fashion editor, and she is very friendly, it was like a normal talk. The question that quite shocked me was 'what if we cut your hair like Rihanna ?' I was like 'what ??' but she said 'the matter is, we would do that to make you look prettier. We wouldn't do things that makes you ugly right' she's right so I answered it is alright if they do that to me. And I think that was all"
My friends listen to me properly
after I finished my story, they smiled, knowing their questions was all been answered

Well, I feel a little bit tired now,
I got some trouble sleeping problem last night
so I'm gonna stop here and take a rest
see you folks !

Oh so so

Hello here I go,
I've just got home
from my Boy's house
I accompanied him took over his trophy
from a race he had ran

Hello there 3rd winner for a starter !

smooches**
and then we had diner together in pancious,
I ate the oreo cheese pancake plus a glass of mint ice tea,
oh so so so delicately delicious !
then, because I'm not satisfied yet
so I ordered the tuna mayonnaise pancake, my favorite
totally recommended ! : D

today I woke up with no one in this house
Just me, and my housekeeper and also my two dogs, Charlie and Castro
My sister is working
My mom went to you know where
and my dad doesn't leave with us since I forgot when

Btw, yesterday, the surprise gone well
before the surprise
me and my friend ate in pasta matrix
And know what ?
I ate a half bowl of creamy chicken fettuccine
and 7 slices of BBQ chicken pizza
and in cinnzeo, I ate another cinnamon roll
oh gosh, this stomach holds a lot quantity of foods
I nearly never ate a large amount of foods like that
Since I was little, I had a problem of eating
my mom used to be upset because I always ate less portion than I should

The mall was so crowded yesterday,
maybe it's because there's so much people attending gorparty too
but no, I didn't go there
the crowd made me felt a little dizzy
I met a lot of friend there
Jr. high school friends, friends from another high school,
a friend of friend, lotsa lots of friends

Tomorrow is monday already
I don't want to go to school
I still need a holiday
a month would be great
so I can sleep until late afternoon, that's what I'm talking about !
be patient Veby,
you'll have a holiday a whole week next week
hooray !
But sadly, my boyf has to attend the national exam
or what we call UAN
good luck dear !

I'm watching prime time now,
quite amusing show
not bad to against my time
while I'm waiting for my boyf to call
and I'm catching a sound of fireworks outside my window
again, and again, and again
hmm, I'm wondering where's that sounds coming from ?
I used to love fireworks very much when I was little
I still love it until now
I used to whimpered over my mom to buy me fireworks
back when I was 5 or 6
especially when we celebrates idul fitri
at my grandma's house
she has a large backyard
so me and my cousins loved to lighten up some fireworks in the night
the last time I did that was about 2 or 3 years ago
there were 5 of us
me, my older sister, my 2 cousins, and my cousin's boyf (now ex-boyf)
it was quite fun
I'd love to do that again this year : )

It's getting late now,
I'm so tired so I would stop here
see you~

Butterfly

The title 'Butterfly' has nothing to do with this post
I titled it butterfly cause I'm currently listening to towa tei-butterfly
been a long time since I heard that song last
anyone knows that song ?
cheering right ? LOL

I'm waiting for my friend to pick me up,
on my last post I told you about my plans didn't I ?
so here I am in my room in a few minutes will be heading
to the mall

Let me tell you something,
actually I hate to be in that mall on Saturdays
it's so crowded I can hardly step my feet on the ground
but what can I do ?
I have to go, at least just today
let's see where am I going tomorrow
guess what ?
I think I'm going to the same mall
cause I'll be joining my friend to watch France cinema
now that's interesting !

My Boy are not going with me this evening
he has other things to do
something about racing or else
smooches**

I'm still craving for that damn sushi ! Rrrrrr
I want to eat I want to eat !
Where are those girls ?
Said they're going to pick me up by four ?
And what time is it ?
4:32
Hmmm.....
I'm ready girrlsss,
hurry up, time is money
even if time can buy you things : D

Okay now it's 4:45
A quarter to 5
and...
oh I guess they have arrived downstairs
got to go folks !

See you~

Should it be a long saturday ?

This morning my mom buzzed off to Sukabumi
with my grandpa
Planning for the continuation of his medicinal treatment
for this whole week
Yeey !
I'm free I'm free !

Oh no, not so free at all
My mom consigned all of the responsibility to my sister
Responsibility of the house
and also me
Rules are rules,
whether there's mom or not
Well, what ever
I'm still free in some ways


My plans for today :

I'm going to a mall located in Pondok Indah district
No need to mention, you known it as well
There me and my friends are planning to give
a surprise for one of my friend
Actually her birthday is last Thursday.
But birthdays are birthdays,
sweet seventeen wouldn't felt like a legal birthday without surprises
After that,
hmm I'm not sure
I'm planning to go to a party held by a high school
called gorparty in spazzio
Got some friends from that high school
who asked me to go there and enliven a little bit
Still not sure,
go or no ? go or no ?
We'll see the answer later

Oooh no, I'm craving for sushi tei's negitori maki fried and stamina roll
I'm so hungry I can eat a whole elephant ! (Kidding)
Gosh it's still 11 o'clock in the morning
conventionally, without a doubt about it
I'm still sleeping on my warm, tender, comfortable bed
It is too early for me to get up
Now I don't know what to do
except writing this blog and have a chat with my friends on msn messenger
I can't wait til four or five
so I can head up straight to my friend's house
rather than sitting here without knowing what to do

Hey where's my Boy ?
Oh probably he's still cuddling up in his bed
I miss him already
whereas he was here at my house last night after we
had diner together at panglima polim
Yesterday I'm craving for fried rice
now, sushi is all that I want !

I'm tired, I guess I'll going back to bed
a couple of minutes from now
see you then !

Holiday on friday

Okay, it's Friday and I'm all alone in this house, this afternoon
Today I'm free. No school, no plans to go out or nothing at all
Actually, I do have plan to go out with my friends to go ice skating
But in some matter and reasons, I decided to stay at home

Great,
About a second ago my friend called me just to say goodbye
So long
And see you
We'll bring you photos for a gift
HAHAHAHAAA

Funny

Alone this afternoon is not so bad
I still can go this evening with my other friends if they are out
Or if they aren't I still can go to my cousin's house
watch a dvd or two
play games or maybe just sitting and share some stories

Where's my mom ? She went this morning with my grandpa
I'm not sure where are they going,
perhaps to see the doctor maybe
My grandpa suffer from a serious ailment
so my mom accompany him to get a medicinal treatment

"Veby, it would be nice if you stay at home for one day.
I mean, you go out almost everyday and you almost never spend
your time relaxing in this family room. Just watch tv here or ask Boy to
come"
My mom noticed me before she left
"I'm going to Cha Cha's house, apparently"
I answer without bothering what she said
"Did you hear what I've said to you ?", Mom
"Yep", me
Well it seems okay with her if I want to go anyway,
she just said that it would be nice if I stay home
she's not proscribing me to go

Oh btw, my mom mentioned Boy right ?
He's my boyfriend
We've been together for 1 year right this tuesday
April 8th
heheheheheheheeee ; )

Well, gtg now
I've just received a call from my friend
and she asked me to come along with her
band practicing, or what do you guys called it ?
whatever it is LOL

See you soon~