What will never ends, I called it changes

I was sitting on my desk this morning. The class was noisy as it always been like that. Daydreaming and half way to my morning sleep when suddenly I realized my teacher was speaking about our second semester exam which we will be facing in about 1 week from now. 

I was just staring and hearing my teacher without doing anything else. 

Okay, I stopped hearing my teacher, I had a conversation with my friends and it was there when my other friend came to us and said "1 week from now we will not be on the same class anymore.... "

My mind is empty, all that I thought was how fast the time passed. 

It felt like it was just yesterday when I first sat on my desk and start to studied all of these social subject. It felt like it was just yesterday I entered this class and had these awesome new classmates. 

I love my current class, freak weird funny cool rude kind are all that I can describe about it. This second year of high school is about to pass. 

I want and need it to be longer, it's just that I'm not ready yet to be on grade 12, and I still want to enjoy the greatest year in high school. 

It's sad to know the possibility to be in the same class with these great classmates is very small. 

However, life has got to move on and we can't stand still while the world is rotating. Be a part of the world changes is one of my dreams, so.. I have to walk forward, and let's see where the world would bring me : )

Blonging

An update

Sorry for no updates for the mean time

I have no ideas or inspiring stories to share

better be nothing here than a boring nonsense story to tell

at least that's just my thought

And for now, I have this longing to write a word or two. Don't matter what it is. I just want to write. Sometimes I find it hard to tell stories as fun as it truly was, and in the end I realize it's just another boring talk. It suppose to be funny, but it isn't when I tells it back. It suppose to be scary, but it isn't when I relates it back. It suppose to be sad, but it isn't when I shares it back.

See.. I just don't know what to talk about but instead I just want to write.

I had a nice day today, then I got this happy feeling ran through my vain, and the next thing I realize is that it's been quite a long time since my last writing in this blog. And so here I am, typing through my fingertip on this laptop

This longing slowly fading,

I've write the words

it's fading

and I think I'm going to stop

now.

Our own one way road

I'm blessed
I'm here because I was blessed
to be who I am now
to have what I have now
to gain things from what have happened before
I learn,
from my past
I'm standing up strong,
on my present
I dream,
through my future
which is still a mystery that's about to unfold

Define me what is a blessing ?
is it something full of bliss ?
is it something everybody have in their own way ?
is it something that God sent from above ?
Well, for me,
a blessing is a gift from God for everybody
in different types and forms aim to give all of God's creation
their own bliss

God bless me an imperfect life so I can work it out to be perfect, in my
own way
God bless me a perfect love so it can help me get through this imperfect life
The journey is still a long way to go
how long it is remains unknown until this very second
This journey on the golden avenues
glitters and shimmers bedazzling these eyes


I can't see ..


I'm walking on the golden avenues
with eyes closed
my last blessing, is greater than a gift
it's a surprise ....